Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Day 007: Stop Procrastinating

I'm pretty sure I haven't mentioned that this one class – Cogswell XL – is the reason I'm writing this journal. You see, it's an assignment.

Last week the topic was goals. This week the topic is procrastination.

I need to work on this. The reason I procrastinate is that I'm a perfectionist. It needs to be perfect before I turn it in. This doesn't mean I start on it right away and work on it until the due date, though. Far from it.

This is the cycle I go through when something needs to be done:

1) I'll get it done ASAP
2) → Let me think about what it should look like
3) → Now that I think of it, it'd be interesting to Google this
4) → Agh, I need to get back to this, but I have no willpower
<go back to line 3 and repeat>
5) → It's too late for what I want to do / to get it all done
6) → I'll get it done in the morning so I can have the rest of the day to do whatever

Even if you have an interest in the thing you have to do, there's only so long you can go until you hit a wall and need to do something else to clear your mind.

My problem's that I have a greater quantity of interests other than what I have to do to finish it in time. It's not at all that I'm lazy. Maybe a little.

I could blame it on possible ADD but that would be passive, and in order to get things done, I need to be active.

So what's the problem? Not line 1, that's great willpower.

Something happens shortly after that: Facebook. I've closed Facebook only to literally reopen it in another tab. Facebook is habit, and time consuming because it goes straight to line 3: it has links out to tons of interesting things. Then you'll look further into that non-work subject and go on tangents and max out your interest gauge.

Now surely at random intervals this will happen: “Oh shiz I gotta get this done! Agh, but I srsly don't care about it.” WHY does that happen?

My Theory
When you're working on something and have an interest in it even though you have little or no drive/motivation to do it, you're on a roll. If you get the urge to do something habitual (e.g. Google something, check Facebook), it's because your “drive” was engaged and negative tension was created. You feel like the tension won't go away until you give in and go to Google or check Facebook. If you do, you'll break your train of thought and it'll be hard to get back to it because you have no drive to work. You may get back to it eventually but, most likely, you're done for the day, unless you get some serious willpower up.

My Solution
Don't go to Google and don't check Facebook, no matter HOW hard you want to. Get back to your assignment, take a deep breath, and replace lines 3 and below with these:
3) What if this was due 5 minutes from now?
4) I guess it'd be best to get back to this after all
5) Start working

Don't even think about lines 3 & 4. Just run them through your head, word for word. While you're running the second line through, physically scan what it is you're working on with your eyes.

What if it's too hard to resist pressing enter in the address bar?
Don't even type the URL in.
Don't even click in the address bar.
Don't even open a new tab.
Don't even bring up the browser.
Don't even stop looking at what you have to do.
Read the new lines 3 and 4.
Start working.

I don't even want to figure out what to do if I do give in, because at that point there's no turning back. I'm just gonna give my solution a test run and report back later.

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